I’m thinking about moving out and getting a 2 bedroom flat with my best friend because I really cannot take all these rules and my mum bitching about me not going to college. I mean fuck I’m 18 in less than a month I’m more than capable of making my own decisions in life.
But obviously nothing is free so I’ll go down to the local connections office and they will help me find a place, and find out what benefits we are entitled to. But this also means I will have to get a job if I quit college which would suck but I would rather have a job than having to put up with my mums bullshit all day every day.
And I will have to pay for my own internet, electric, water, gas, food, and other expenses. I would also have to buy a cooker, washing machine, fridge then there is spoons, forks, knives, plates, so much to buy but I’m convinced me and my friend can do it because there isn’t much I have been faced with that I couldn’t do when I wanted to, but I’m sure we shall see.
I’m a very hard person to to piss off but after a period of time my rage bar if you will rises and rises and rises until I snap, today I decided to go to my friends ex girlfriends house for a little party with Mike and Luke and she thought that it would be funny to try and steal the little colored square pyramid studs from my belt and MY FRIENDS were helping her get them and she got a few then wouldn’t give them back.
Then after 45 minutes or so I got them back and she would just not stop trying to get more or get the ones back I took off her and then my friend Luke tried helping her again and hit my scaffolding that I had done recently in my ear so I hit him a few times (not in the face) and said fuck this I’m leaving and I walked out and got 45% way home and realized she still had my keys so I went back and got my keys off her after she started asking why I was pissed off and that.
Eventually she gave in and gave me my keys back and I walked home and here I am, oh and on the way out of her front garden I hit a rather solid object a few times and my knuckles are bleeding right now and hurting a lot. She is exactly what I hate, when I tell someone to stop messing around with me I expect them to do exactly that exactly then but no not her, she has to carry on to the point where I snap and very nearly hit one of my closest friends and then almost put my hand through a car/house window.
The lesson to be learned here clearly is to get away from the person who has said characteristics I mean even after I came back she was winding me up again by asking me shit loads of questions and refusing to give me my keys until I did so. What the fuck is this world coming to I’m so fucking angry right now and in pain.
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