Published on
February 23, 2010 | in
Geek Shit |
Okay today has been one of the worst days EVER, last night/evening windows 7 was telling me it was killing all systems using the beta in 7 days and that I should backup all my data and re-install windows.
So I tried to install a new version of windows but the boot order was right and it was not booting from disk so I had my neighbor who is a geek like me burn me off a copy of xp however it was some shitty modified version of xp with 900 problems and 1 good thing about it.
I then attempted to remove that and install the real xp and then bluescreen of death hit me, tried booting normally, bluescreen of death. At this point I had to go to college so I went to college came home and the problem was still there so I removed all my hard drives except my main one where windows was installed and tried again.
Nothing changed so I formatted my other drive that contains documents and files that I have gathered over the years from 2004 – current. Still isn’t working so I get my neighbor to give me a DVD-R disk so I could burn windows xp x64-bit onto it and that works fine and installs great, I re-connect my hard drives after formatting my old files and losing over 600 movies.
Then I accidentally formatted my other drive containing all my downloads and shit I’ve collected over a long period of time so now I’m back to square one and it sucks, FML.
Published on
February 18, 2010 | in
Girl Shit |
Being desensitized really sucks ass, if you want my advise it is as follows…
Never watch fucked up videos online of people in fights, beheading, or anything with extreme acts of death, sex, or violence because it may seem harmless at the time but once you have seen it a couple of times you start to find it amusing or entertaining to watch and that’s when you start becoming desensitized.
Those fucked up videos like two girls one cup, one guy one jar, goatse, and the rest may seem harmless to send to someone as a joke but that’s how I was desensitized these videos are fucking damaging.
My friend died in an accident on a railway track at the age of 14 and I went to his funeral and all my friends who also knew him were crying and I didn’t shed a single tear, not until I got home after the wake really drunk.
It’s that bad that when I saw someone get a pint glass stuffed in their face outside a pub I just stood and watched with a vacant expression on my face and then almost got jumped by his girlfriend who said ” What the fuck are you looking at? “.
And then 10 minutes later we saw some guy get jumped a few roads down and he had 3 guys stamping on his face and he had blood coming out of his eyes and ears and same reaction to that incident no feelings what so ever.
Even the simplest feelings such as love are now entirely absent that’s why I find it extremely hard to stay with a girl and that’s why I fool around with a lot of girls, not because I want to but because it’s my only option trying only goes so far without substance.